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One hasn't updated this thing for a while. I feel guilty. I have ignored my camera a little lately. That thing called Life gets in the way. I don't let the dust completely settle on her though. Here are some picture I took of my dear friend, my little darling, Hannah. I do love fashion photography so so much still but your priorities in life change with time & as you get older. I live in London now which is bloody fantastic. But, can I afford it? NO. So, sensibly, I spend all of my free time (which isn't a lot) on the dance floor raving with the likes of Boddika, Azari & III, sometimes catching a free set at Phonica Records with Simian Mobile Disco OR even when I'm feeling lucky, gate crashing THE one & only party, Boiler Room with Lvis-1990, Girl Unit, Bok Bok, Ikonica & Lil Silva. SO yeah... as you can see I'm even more skint because, 'WE LOVE TO PARTY.' I was born with my head stuck in the clouds. Instead of eating lucky charms for breakfast (I'm not American) I ate dreams after I dreamt about them. I wanted to be an Actress on the stage............ Then a world class Fashion Photographer.............. & probably before that a Vet and then an Astronaut. My point is, becoming a Fashion Photographer is not practical right now. Cos I need, da moniiiiies (phone jacker voice) I KNOW IT SOUNDS AWFUL. Who cares about money! It makes the world go round but it doesn't make you happy. So my plan is... look for that j.o.b that will prove to be, the best thing for me. once I'm more settled and know how I feel, my dream of fashion photography, will become real!!!! - I'm shit at poetry. If you want to know how it sounds, just ask me.

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PICTURES are coming.

My motivation has fallen into a big black hole never to reappear again... It will. Just put me in a room full of Grandfather clocks and lend me some time.

I covered another John Lewis fashion show S/S 11. Shot back-stage.

I have some alright pictures to share with you...

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My head will explode. I have just opened up a twitter account. twit indeed. I'm overwhelmed by all this modern means of communication. Its happening right now, every where, all the time...

I have the ideas and the buzz and adrenalin inside me, I just can't find a tin opener that works...

dull days we made bright.

Freya is such an amazing little person. She is so influential already at the age of 4; she has such spirit and beauty and I value her with all my heart.

The sun was shining so bright one day in October.

We made some cheese sandwiches and put some cartons of apple juice in our rucksacks and Aunty Kaffrin bought a disposable camera...

A very special day at a very tragic time.

Since

''Hannah Martin just tagged you in a post'' - one of my favourite pictures from our little shoot...

She reminded me I even had a blog...

Since covering the fashion show at John Lewis... well nothing since unfortunately; the more important things in life took over - Family <3

I have promised myself I will get my camera out again and wipe off the dust...

I got those pictures published though for J.L.

Small steps...

MWAH!!!!!

I will...

Protect you.
Hold Your hand.
Laugh with you.
Make cakes with you.
Paint your nails.
Eat Strawberries with you.
Be there for you.
Take Buddy & Fifi for walks with you.... and most of all...

I will Love you.

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